今天到了

不敢接受你的禮物
怕到了今天會更加思念
不敢叫你一起拍照
怕到了今天會被你一一撕掉
不敢把你的承諾聽進去
怕到了今天承受不了那掏空
不敢把這段關係冠以情、愛之名
怕到了今天你會嗤之以鼻
……

到了今天
卻是原來
又不是原來

在日照裏
在夜闌時
都要經歷那點滴的摧殘
然
我那一本初衷
仍是微小





Now it's time, I fear to tell
I've been holding it back so long
But something strange deep inside of me is happening
I feel unlike I've ever felt
And it's makin' me scared
That I may not be what I think I am

What of us, what do I say
Are we both from a different world
Cos every breath that I take, I breathe it for you
I couldn't face my life without you
And I'm so afraid.
There's nothing to comfort us
What am I, if I can't be yours

I don't sleep, don't feel a thing
And my senses have all but gone
Can't even cry from the pain, can't shed a tear
Now I realize
We're not the same
And it's making me sad
Cos we can't fulfill our dreams in the life

So I must, let us break free
I can never be what you need
If there was a way, through the heart
Then I would find it I'd take the blows.
Yes, I would fight it
But this is the one Impossible dream to live
What am I, if I can't be yours.