Tuesday, July 03, 2007

這兩三天

這兩三天,一直繾綣着的是那被壓得扁扁的枕頭、那凌亂的被單子;日夜守護着的是那白濛濛的天花板。

這兩三天,都做着亂七八糟的夢,醒來以後,只剩下零碎的映像。

這兩三天,都吃着那吃了十多年都對它不離不棄的牛油排包,再間着那從小就堅信是臥病時候必備的火腿通心粉。

這兩三天,精神稍有恢復的片刻,就忍不住去這去那留言,也一定要回覆那給我的。

這兩三天,偶然想找些聲音陪伴的時候,竟然找着那個文藝節目,然後泛起了一些新的體會。

這兩三天,思緒起的時候,禁不住也寫了信、發了信。

這兩三天,朋友送來 Stylistics 的金曲,不再需要那公仔箱的光影作伴。

這兩三天,瞄瞄外面的陰霾,然後忽然像拉開了布幕,露出那讓人振奮的藍天;哎唷,怎麼忽地又傾倒了一盆、兩盆、三四盆的水;幸好最後也留下了的清澈乾淨的一場景。

這兩三天,無論是在躺着、夢着、吃着、看着、聽着、感受着的時候,心裡總是不斷地想着、想着……嗯,實在說不出口。就是不停地想着、不停地想着;連自己都覺得想得有點過份了。一定要停止了,不能夠再這樣想下去的。

50 comments:

Old Cake said...

he ha!!

cheryl said...

好d未呀?????

出街帶多件3

xiao zhu said...

老餅:

你笑咩呀?

xiao zhu said...

Cheryl:

Hi, 好番八成喇!Thanks!!^^

南區肥龍 said...

燒豬, 早晨呀,

難得逍遙, 休息多啲, 好埋果兩成啦! ^^

Old Cake said...

oh I was going to say that I hope you will be fine soon. Forgot about that totally. Sorry!

Carrie said...

要健康快樂起來啊!=)

vicky said...

Oh, i haven't blog these few day, how are you?

The Inner Space said...

我也是牛油排飽的擁護者﹐近年已較易妥協﹐以前一定要吃
「東海堂」的﹐過去我兩晚都有吃牛油排飽當消夜。


不過 Macaroni 通心粉則不是我my list 很久了。


見你到處留言就知你無事﹐反而你病時o的文采靈感更佳哩。

lu said...

好返就好嘞.

我都病左.

[喉嚨痛...頭wing wing地中]

新鮮人 said...

寫了那麼多,
不就是小豬病了,
剩機做隻懶豬囉!

點呀?
好返八成啦,
好好保重呀!

一樣病了的新鮮仔字

xiao zhu said...

肥龍:

乜你覺得我好逍遙咩? 我都想休息多啲呀....

xiao zhu said...

老餅:

哎呀,俾你笑死呀,咁都得? 係唔係今日返工辛苦得滯呀?

微豆 said...

“... 就是不停地想着、不停地想着... ”

要保重身体,天大地大,開懷點啦!!

xiao zhu said...

Carrie,

I'm fine dear.^_^

xiao zhu said...

Vicky,

Back to work la! I'd been sleeping for this long weekend. I'm OK now! ^_

xiao zhu said...

Space:

哈,發覺同你啲口味都幾似故喎。我以前都係淨係食東海堂,而家好多時都會食美心,除此之外,唔食其他。

細個時候病親阿媽都係煮火腿通粉,我唔係咁鍾意食粥架。

喂,咁你係唔係想我病多啲吖!講真,我都唔係真係到處留言啫,我好selective 架!

Todd said...

小豬,

靜靜在家休息一下,避過喧鬧的人群,悶熱的天氣,都唔錯呢!

但,二點寫文,三點留言,對仲有兩成未清的病人黎講,(我估今日仲有返工添呢!)就有點兒那個吧!

今日唔好捱咁夜,六點好走喇。

xiao zhu said...

Lu:

你而家點呀? OK 嗎? 呢啲症狀都係感冒多架嘞,有冇發燒呀? wing wing 哋就去睇醫生同休息吓啦!記得飲多啲水呀。

xiao zhu said...

新鮮:

你真係一語中的嘞,我其實真係隻大懶豬黎架!

不過又輪到你嗱,點解呢排咁多人病嘅? 你頂唔頂得順呀? :(

xiao zhu said...

微豆:

我嘅缺點就係成日胡思亂想,硬係想埋啲唔應該想嘅嘢。我都知衰架嘞!

xiao zhu said...

Todd:

我都知你會話我架嘞,所以我咪講左俾你聽先囉。

我返工OK 喎,唔駛擔心呀。至多今晚真係唔咁夜喇。(盡量)=P

南區肥龍 said...

燒豬,

雖然辛苦咗啲, 不過小病是福,可以休息吓呀!

xiao zhu said...

肥龍:

講起上黎我又真係好耐冇試過咁嘞,Touch wood! 我啲抵抗力不嬲都OK 架,身邊個個中晒招我都頂得住。所以今次咁樣,都好嘅,抖抖囉。^^

南區肥龍 said...

燒豬,

冇嘅, 不斷地想, 不斷地想, 咪好囉. ^^

xiao zhu said...

肥龍:

咩唧,你想講咩唧?

你食左晏嗱? 咁得閒嘅。:P

米都話唔搞咯 said...

不斷地想, 不斷地想,...

寫低佢,感覺可能舒服d,呢個係我其中一個寫日記的原因。

xiao zhu said...

米搞:

我咪寫低左囉,可以寫得嘅都寫左喇,弊在有啲係唔可以寫,或者諗都唔應該諗嘅。

南區肥龍 said...

燒豬,

食咗嚕, 你胃口點呀?

我講既係有時發吓夢, 諗吓呢諗吓嚕其實都幾好架. 又冇話一定要點點點嘅, 係咪?

xiao zhu said...

肥龍:

胃口OK 呀,而家食緊梅菜蒸肉餅飯+ 熱奶茶。

係呀係呀,你講得啱呀,"又冇話一定要點點點嘅",嗯,完全同意!^!^

Todd said...

我唔係話你,係唔想你開行Turbo,自己唔識停o者。

下次俾我再發現,就算講左俾我聽先,都照哦呀!問你怕未! =P

xiao zhu said...

Todd:

我知你哦我都係為我好啫,我知架!^_

mad dog said...

u take care! :) get well soon!

xiao zhu said...

Mad Dog,

I'm recovering well. Thank you so much. ^_^

風信子/Hyacinthus said...

"就是不停地想着、不停地想着....."

哎,想也沒用....

你呀,要快d好返才能有下一步行動 :)

Old Cake said...

xiao zhu,
You are right! Things are getting crazy at work.
The 4th of July is coming and one of my bosses sent the team shxt load of work right before she's leaving town for vacation...How nice! :(

The Inner Space said...

小朱姐:


"哈,發覺同你啲口味都幾似故喎。我以前都係淨係食東海堂,而家好多時都會食美心,除此之外,唔食其他。"

這些都是很普遍的﹐出入地鐵區域唔係買「東海堂」便是「美心」﹐豈止幾千幾百。我現在有買其他的“牛油排飽"﹐先知道有咁大市場和需求﹐是盤大生意﹐麵包生產商兵家必爭之地。


"細個時候病親阿媽都係煮火腿通粉,我唔係咁鍾意食粥架。"

我病了多數煲粥吃﹐唔病我都是喜歡定期煲粥吃﹐白粥 猶其是我首選﹐但人老了較妥協﹐有味粥有料粥都會趁大隊一同吃。


"喂,咁你係唔係想我病多啲吖!"

我唔係咒你要多病﹐但無可否認古今中外﹐在病榻中寫的音樂﹑詩詞﹑文學藝術創作﹐特別出色﹐比比皆是。相信在情緒波動時﹐靈感就會源源不斷!

xiao zhu said...

Old Cake,

Add oil laaa. ^^

xiao zhu said...

Space:

學你話齋,個市場咁大,唔係淨係東海堂同美心先有得賣。我食過其他果啲,係冇咁好味。

我如果食粥都係多數食白粥固喎!

病中當然都會多啲靈感,因為病緊嘅時候多數要休息,喺身體靜止嘅狀態,腦筋就自然相對會活躍,會容易胡思亂想。但係如果講靈感,基本上人喺負面情緒或者挫折困難之中,靈感都會特別多。

xiao zhu said...

風子:

唉,有啲嘢就算好番都唔可能有下一步行動架嘞。無論如何,我好番晒喇,多謝妳!^^

lu said...

hehe.. i'm better la. less sore throat but a lot of phlem (*yuck*!)

last night went to have hot pot. hohoho... of coz can't eat anything spicy so not v satisfied loh...

and have you recovered?

xiao zhu said...

Lu:

你有喉嚨痛琴晚仲食火鍋? 你知唔知就算唔食辣嘢、刺激嘢,火鍋本身都係熱氣架,唔怪得你有痰啦。快啲飲多啲水呀。

我諗我應該都好番晒嘞。^^

南區肥龍 said...

燒豬,

兩三天後的兩三天,好番晒感覺真好吧!

xiao zhu said...

肥龍:

咦,你食左飯嗱? 咁快嘅。

冇病精神番梗係好啦。^^

南區肥龍 said...

燒豬,

好番就good啦... ^!^

我食十二點架,依家比較得閒. 都算食咗(麵包)啦, 走咗去打書釘.

xiao zhu said...

肥龍:

食12點咁早。你食麵包係想慳時間去打書釘,定要減肥呀? =P

咁會好快肚餓個噃,公司有冇嘢食架?

南區肥龍 said...

燒豬,

係一個麵包三個願望: 慳錢, 減肥,慳時間!(係咪好正先?...自己覺得 ._.")

你呢, 食飽飯未呀?

食12點既問題係先甜(9-12點)後苦(1-x?點), 有時下晝勁肚餓, 不過慣咗嚕. 有時做到死死吓咪會借啲依食tea囉...

xiao zhu said...

肥龍:

我不嬲都懶,而且唔鍾意條街咁多人,所以多數叫外賣喺公司食,又可以邊食邊睇 blog,幾好呀!

我除非唔舒服或者心情好差冇胃口,否則我唔可以淨係食麵包當一餐架,我係飯桶黎架,一定要食飯,而且無肉不歡,如果果餐冇乜肉落肚呢,會覺得好空虛咁架,仲會好"忟憎"添。哈!

Ruth Tam said...

Take care and get well soon.

xiao zhu said...

Ruth,

Thank you so much. I'm fine now. You take care as well. ^^